Defeated !!!

Times are changing
People are moving ahead

For some, smiles are returning
Whereas for me it's, steadily, fading

Others are marching ahead in victory
With defeats piling up, I am walking towards darkness

Everyone is adding another feather in their cap
All I am earning is an additional nail in my coffin

Nothing is there around to celebrate
Nor anything is left to cherish

No matter how much I try to salvage the day
Fate steals the saving away

Even with some penny, I feel penniless
While others are creating their new worlds
I am busy destroying what's left of the old one

Intentions were never wrong
Nor did I wronged anyone in the journey

Still left alone, again, in the crowd
Speechless from the inside, still holding a smile on the outside

Can't raise a toast even in small victories
For the dementors of past feed upon them

No matter how much hope I feel
Or how much I try to hold on
Nothing's going to change in the near future

Have been living on fools hope for quite long
Now it is time to taste the reality

I am defeated, I have lost it
That's a Fact, now I need to live with

-SR.