Stupidity

What happened then happened again,
Water under the bridge I thought,
Back it came and has haunted me now

What is it that I fear, can't decipher
The fear is surely hurting others
That's crystal clear

Intentions are not wrong
They understood
History though repeated for me
Tragedy or farce still unclear

What is it that brings out the animal in me
Mostly I never speak
And when I do,
Either I spill venom or breathe fire unto you

They were there yesterday,
They are there today
But the over possessiveness 
May not assure a tomorrow

Committing a new mistake is human,
Repeating the same one, Stupidity
Need to keep a tap on my emotions
Else shall remain forever alone in this sphere


-SR.